After thinking long and hard, and after the birth of my little girl, I've decided to put the focus of this blog more on life and less on death and loss. I think it's still important and it's a huge part of who I am, but right here and now, I am full of so much life.
It's been a long time since I last posted. I was still pregnant with my little miracle. She's now here with us, Shelby Abigail was born on September 19th 2010 after a long, brutal labour. I was induced 2 weeks early because I had Gestational Diabetes. She was born 7lbs 12 oz, and 21 in. It's hard to believe but my little pumpkin pie is already 11lb 3oz, and 23 1/4in. Time flies so fast I just want to write it all down while it's fresh! I think I'll post my birth story soon, but it's late and time for bed!
I just want to give some hope to the ladies suffering losses out there: For me it got better. It's never truly gone, but hopefully someday that hole in your heart will heal. I am praying for that day for all of you.
Much love,
December 14, 2010
June 11, 2010
Today I feel like posting good news..
I've been focusing alot on my loss because for some reason I felt like this blog needs to be chronological. So I've been holding back saying anything about my current pregnancy. I've decided though, that this is my blog, and I can say what I want, when I want. Haha. So here's a post about what's going on in my life right now.
Tomorrow we are going for our 3d ultrasound. We're pretty excited! We had one a month ago but the little one wasn't cooperating. We're hoping that now that she's bigger we'll get some better pictures. Hopefully anyway! She already has her own little personality I've discovered, and if she doesn't want to move, there's no making her shift to a better position! If all goes well, I'll post some of the 3d pics tomorrow.
Tomorrow we are going for our 3d ultrasound. We're pretty excited! We had one a month ago but the little one wasn't cooperating. We're hoping that now that she's bigger we'll get some better pictures. Hopefully anyway! She already has her own little personality I've discovered, and if she doesn't want to move, there's no making her shift to a better position! If all goes well, I'll post some of the 3d pics tomorrow.
May 28, 2010
Just a quick one
Just a quick little post. I'm still here, just busy the last few days. I'm hoping to have time tomorrow to continue writing out more on the story of my first pregnancy. It's really important to me to get it all down. At the time I had started a journal, and I plan to go through it tomorrow to help me remember better. Not that I'll ever forget, but some of the pain has faded, and I'd like to write this with some of that fresh pain in mind.
May 25, 2010
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