June 23, 2010
Today I was on a forum I frequent, and I noticed a ticker. It was one of the girls who had been pregnant with me during my first pregnancy. Her baby is now 3 weeks old. Mine would be about a month, month and a half today. It took me back for a moment, and I couldn't help but feel this enormous sadness for my little one who never got to be. Don't get me wrong, I'm so grateful to have this pregnancy, and I do believe God knew what he was doing when I lost my first little one, but today it just hurts that I would be a mommy to a one month old.